consistent

Life is about consistency- if u could remember which advertisement does this  quote belongs to?
hahaha:D

 being at the top is hard but easy, but being consistent is much difficult but not impossible!

as you go on, when u achieve somethin', everyone around u expect something beyond what u had achieve be4, or they might think u will get what u got before..but life is unpredictable. somehow we are at the top and sometime at the bottom, juz like a wheel;)
same thing goes to your IMAN. in some ways it increase and decrease uniformly but sometimes ur graph of IMan could be like a 'tooth waves' in sleep's EEG. Sooner or later, it always come around to where you started again.
when u felt that u're further away from god, raise your hand and ask Him to show you the true path. don't drawn with our own 'nafsu' and desire.