im sniffing..i feel like fever, shivering and cold, but i have to act like a healthy person, because if i don't, then nothing will works, all of my assingment will be delayed, i will not study to understand the topics that im not clear about. i choose to be that, instead of just laying on my bed, sleeping all the time and stay in my room without having my 'branch' and my dinner. this was the second time within this sem, i felt sick, first, during the first week of semester2 and now. maybe it was because i had did so many sins towards myself and also others, so He give this as a sign to regret and ask me to flashback what i have done before, because when we are sick, we tend to pray a lot, and always approach ourself towards Him so that He can heal us, but actually, it left something in our heart especially during we seek for help from him, at that time, we will realise that, there are so many bad things we did, thats the time for us to regret and ask for forgiveness of what we have done, then He will definitely help His servants either we realise about the sins we have been committed, either we are rich or poor, either we are regret or not, either we are bad or good, beacuse He is Maha Penyayang, Maha Pengampun, Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang. the point is He give us sick as a clue to FIND Him, but where? the answer is in our prayer......
that we call it, a vaccine of heart, He want to save our soul:)
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