the power that is beyond ours

sometimes the eye contact from those who knows the truth towards the people who knows nothing could make changes in our thinking way, our believe and our confidence..ehm, yes, i dun know what to expect..i even afraid to think about it..i even dun want this thing to across my mind though that i must face it nevertheless.....i feel like crying pon ada...teardrops sliding on my cheek, not now, i feel hard to cry right now, because there are so many thing are hanging around in my brain..maybe the nervous system getting confuse on what type of action potentials should they send to the glands in my body so that they could secrete hormones to decide my reaction, do i need to be sad? crying? do nothing? happy? the point is im afraid ya ALLAH...