senyap

ehm alhamdulillah, yesterday was finished, now start a new day oh people..Ya Allah, yesterday im dealing with stress, having class until 1030 pm..(time ni barulah nak last minute!), and kekalutan jiwa yang agak kronik, x study habis for the anat test, finally i ended up by sleeping right after class until the sun showed itself, while the moon appeared at the other part of the world..bangun2,  tenyeh2 mata, buang tahi mata, nampak macam da cerah ! then jasmin kejut, Ya Allah, da pagi rupanya, then i took my wudu' quickly and peform my prayer..

at class, alamak macam mana test ni ==" (during physic's class)- ala tawakal jelah..then KABOOMMMM!!!!!
what happen, i was looking under my chair, omg, my laptop! it fell from my desk onto the bottom marble floor in C21 ! wuarghhhh!!! i m not the type that pandai jaga barang ! wuarghhhhh wuarghhh! wuarghhhhh! lagi skali, wuarghhhhh!! how on earth i did not realize that i was put my laptop on my desk? ! maybe they got the same colour and it camouflage the desk..and my lappy was not physically ok after the incident, there are some cracks and scratches at the bottom right on my lappy..waaaaa! this is my 1st lappy kot, i bought it by using my own money kot..nak guna sampai MD kat ireland (insyaAllah, amin) kot..huarggghhh! tipu la x sedih kan..and another thing is my lappy become a lil bit slower than before..salah sendiri :/

              Every problem has a gift for you in its hands. 

Richard Bach

then tell to whom? of course to Allah..find Him..

 but the best thing happen to me was i became like, there is nothing happen, i mean, redha je lah..:) and i can felt the calmness at waziria when its raining outside ( i know because the door in my class was opened- to get fresh air la during class)..i was thinking, it was a small thing kan farrah..sabar eh:) xtaw la tapi suka sangat bila hujan, rasa tenang dan damai, and it is a time where ur dua can be easily send to Him, waktu mustajab untuk berdoa, n padan lah orang kata, waktu hujan ni memang sesuai untuk lakukan ini:)

suddenly terpikir, sedar x sedar, realize x realize, perasan x perasan <<---sama je maksud haha!!
da nak abis da premed....after that, dun ask me how and what? i dun know, i hope to be there with all the premedians, lets work hard...! mujahadah yok!